I knew Love exists!

It made me scream with a gash,

When someone kept asking me the notion of love.

How do I explain that it’s not at all easy to elucidate! 

Because we love who we love even if they drip us apart.

Little by little, they imprint the mark and then leaves us alone to fill the pang. 

We still reap up, we gather the broken pieces of our heart.

No complaints, we just sustain, that’s what the peoples in love do, they say.

I just smile and smile because I know there is no strategy to demystify that it’s not fortunate for them.

I knew love exists when they refuse to heed everything, opposing their love which is still killing them.

They clasp our hand saying they will never leave. 

They promise us to hold it until their last breath.

What happens to that hand when the time passes by. 

How does the hand with full of grip start freeing the clasp?

It commences leaving our hand slowly and slowly just like the sea sand from someone’s hand.

But then you say that everything needs time, some dilemmas will mend with passing time.

How should I decipher that the time has taken off!

They are not the same who once sworn to never leave your hand.

I saw all this but again I failed to demystify that the love they are waiting for is now never coming back.

I knew love exists when they waited for that one person from so long, and many of them are still waiting for that person who never showed up.

Sometimes... 💕

I felt the pain stabbing my heart with millions of memories.... memories of the people who  once taught me The  phenomena of forever and then I saw them  forgetting what they taught ...

I was sitting on a  bench on a dark night gazing the stars,  feeling lonely yet filled with  thousands of thoughts dancing around me scaring me with their existence... 

I closed my eyes took a deep breath and then just wrapped my hand  around my arms...  Pretty scared and lonely enough for the tears to roll  down from my eyes  through my cheeks giving me the awkward cold feeling which made me scare a little more...

Once again I just took a deep breath,  this time heartbeats  beating a little more faster than usual..  this time I tighten my grip around my arms a little more..  I gazed at those twinkling stars telling me that they are lonely yet happy..  telling me it's ok to walk alone  than walking with the people who don't even trust their own Shadows.. 

Stars signed me with the twinkle  that this is what life actually is...  teaching me that sometimes life will break you from the bottom to the edge...  maybe not every time but most often you will have to hug  yourself a little tighter..  Calming yourself... explaining your own soul that.. not every time everyone will be there around you to hold you..to take care of you...to tell you that everything will be fine...sometimes you will have to do it by yourself..